This is true. I was looking at two possible scenarios:

DEATH or ending up on the street with headphones listening to music and talking to myself and/or the voices preaching from the Bibles and/or ranting about the Fourth Amendment, having excluded myself from the rest of "normal" society. Because I had been trashed psychologically and socially by the US government for whatever reason that I don't even understand.

Who wants to live like that? No one. no.o.