What did I really need those early days of onset? d Help!? Family members and friends said.

A 5150 to practically force me to take an antipsychotic or two?

I was too clever and too delusional for that.

Now, I'm throwing myself to the wills of more doctors at Stanford, hoping that they can clear up the last of the voices, just one, who threatens daily to kill me. 4.

"You know how this game is played. Eventually you are going to lose your life to suicide." d He says. d