All of this has caused me to dive down into portions of me that I never have before, hence creating the anon in my brain called "Dad." No c. 4. Hence arguing with myself if I even created now the hacking. NO. d. x. I'm too mild to fight off "voices," but at the core is a mean bitch, and so I turn her into a man, older and stronger. x. Am I only fighting with myself, and for my sanity? I don't know. And how long will the war wage? x. ON and on. x. 34. c.

The mind flips scare me.

But I hate my life for other reasons.