My doctors missed the point.

Every psychotic episode has a trigger, especially if it is without major mood symptoms.

Most of the mental health professors honestly weren't interested in finding a trigger or a beginning point or the real key.

What day was it that I woke up and something was off?

I remember that day. I was at STarbucks. 9. It was raining. 9. Instead of going into the hospital like I thought about doing and even discussed with my mother, I drove to my grandmother's house instead. 9. By then, I already knew some of my things had been hacked. Fight with Morpheus had happened. I purposefully dodged out of my flight to NY and my interview with a department at Cornell.

But what was the major trauma? x Was it even one thing? x