The psychosis was seeing my limits to handling life.

This is how much I can take. That's it. No more. Or I fall apart.

One push too many, and some other part of my brain awakens. x. To fight back against the unfortunate circumstances I find myself in, blame myself, blame other people. 9.

DAD is there to combat the other voices. I become wildly combative with friends because of an unknown enemy, this hacker who is just out there. no9. e.