I've given up morphine, and now the voices are gone, and I've been through manic episodes and been crippled by both horrible physical pain and extreme depression.

The one thing I can't beat to date is his memory.

The smell of his hair.

I am too young to feel beat by anything.

IN time, I will ask myself, what do you miss? d

That moment at the door when he opens it. "Lace."