Does asking constitute a desperation on my part?

From the outside, I supposed it did.

I didn't want to know so much as I wanted to get rid of the hacking. I assumed incorrectly that the hacker had deep personal interest.

What is embarrassment if it solves the problem?

MOst wrote back, taking the stance that I was just mental ill (to a degree I was, and who in the hell thinks that he or she alone can track down an anon hacker when the FBI gets their asses kicked constantly?).