I'm starting over with scratch. My car is in need of serious repairs that I cannot afford.

I am living at my parent's house.

I am coming out of a psychotic episode.

I still have a problem with hacking that I can't afford to fix at the moment.

My only income is that of disability which is under the control of my mother.

My positive is that I'm in college.

I look at myself, "How did I get so low?" What happened to D.C.? What happened to Cornell?

What happened to my dreams?

Wasn't I headed up?