Next weekend is my friend's wedding. I always figured she would marry before me, but I'm ill prepared to go. Going to the wedding brings up what my therapist says is anger (that I never deal with as I'm disassociated from my feelings).

I'm in love too, I asked a man to marry me, to which he gave no reply.

I don't feel like celebrating marriage--not that I'm unhappy for my friend.

There will also be the temptation to drink.