I use to laugh and say, "No one has a psychotic break at twenty-seven-years old." OR this old. Daring on madness.
I was foolish every time I missed sleep and drank alcohol with my meds and did things "against doctor's orders." IF you're bipolar, you probably do it too.
[do.]
I'm afraid of the part of myself who fears practically nothing. NO. d. Who is masochistic. Who likes to bring on pain to herself because she believes she deserves it somewhere deep down inside. NO. d. Or is it that I just don't cower? No. I haven't decided. d. I haven't even cowered to bipolar disorder, or as I have recently been diagnosed schizoaffective disorder. nO. 0. I'm still fighting all of it. No. 9. This is, of course, bad if you don't take your medications as a "fuck you" to the entire scheme. There has to be acceptance somewhere. x.
Fighting means knowing your battles. No. 3.
do I know mine?
nO.
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