I can see how it's impossible, if the hacking doesn't clear up, to have and maintain relationships.

Someone is always someone else.

YOu can't start a relationship, keeping those up you have is difficult enough.

What's worse: I don't see the point in having them anymore. IN any form, romantic, friendship, etc. Why/

NO one understands my suspicious nature or what I've recently gone through, much less what I've been through with my dancing and escorting and chronic pain and morphine dependence.