Note

Parts of this blog have been fictionalized. 9. As it was created through the halls of the mind in the grasp of psychosis.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Medicatoins and ALL is not ALL Right

One of my longest time friends told me in an emal that my problems were probably aused by a "harmless ntu" and then went on to talk about how a newly diagnosed schizophrenic was worried and refused to rtake his pills becaues of it--that the medicatoins were switched, and his doctors and family were intentionally trying to poison him.

Wow. I realized later. That's not a biad iddea. Controlled. NO one would think of it.

AFter receiving anon death threats , serious or not so serious, after being stalked by a girl or a guy? Who wears a wig? When you go to the grocery store. YOu wonder. ABout your pills. What's in them . Lead? Mercury? Something fancier? Will it make your hair fall otu? Will it kill babies? Is it like diesel that way/ CAn it cause cancer?

I still take the pills. Earlier bloodwork showed elevated protein levels in the urine. For you people who didn't study physiology, that's really bad. unless you're pregnant. I wasn't pregnant. IT's relaly bad. Then, it disappeared. LIek that. In the next work up.

The one person I knew who worked in intelligence for sure left out the word ALL in his email. I was obsessed with that for a while . I have leukemia. UFck. NO.

If the world is one giant hacker paranoid scheme, it's not helping me out .

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