I won't stop writing because I fear that if I stop writing, I will have been pushed into ceasing to do one last thing.

You cese.

[I hope]

I have no hope to live for, but I only live bcause vowels are vowels and letters are letters and people do their damnest, and you wake up in the morning afraid of bugs, but not five men following you to the FBI--why? We chase them down! We hurry! We catch Jack! We fly fast!

We're only afraid of sitting in a chiar because we are afraid of being laone.

He said it best. FDR. "ONly thing we have to fear is fear itself."





I have no one to sit in the front seat with me when I go.


They didn't do this to me.

I did.

I write that not because it's ironic or pathetic. Both. But because it's true, and no one likes the truth around here.

Like the law.

Yo udon't want to fall in love. YOu don't want to be in love. YOu don't care about love.

You want someone in the front sedat. Like you wanted someone in the hospital waiting room. IN the ICU.

There was no one.

Forget the hacking or the stalking or the monitoring. d

It's about yoru Constitutional Rights.

And some guy who mocks your crying over the phone.

"What do you want me to do, Lace?"

"Im' going to do it! " Me.

And if nothing gets done because I fail. Then I fail. Me.

If I die. I die .

But I'm not going to.