I'm beaten down by the whole stretch of events for obvious reasons like the trauma, but also because they took away my good ideas like HOward or Rod, who writes using MOrpheus's lines, but refuses to meet me in person, refuses to admit he's MOrpheus (in fact on one occasion called me "delusional" when I pressed the issue), and I'm now thinking he's a woman posing as a man, who is jealous over my relationship (past) with MOrpheus. Weird? yeah. A lot'sa weird.
I refuse to write emails to Rod for this reason. Rod is all too patient with being confused for every past lover I've ever had. I can't help but think there isn't some demonic plan in all of this. Paranoia or not. d. except Morpheus. YOu can't think he's him. Bad.
"The sex would be really good if we had it." Yes. Why? Because we had it. NO. WE did. d. I spent every time I go into town. Thinking, where's Rod?
You try to make it more complicated than it is because you don't want to insult anyone by making it too boviousy. d. The guy is using MOrpheus's lines. He can't be MOprheus. He just was monitoring yyour computer, and decided to use them against you because he's sadistic like that. YOu're still in love with the wrong guy! Yes! NO. d.
I had a beer, and over MOrpheus's answer machine, said, "NO. Dee." I htought I was so funny.
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