My scariest idea is the artificially enhanced telepathy because the computer is too fast (with the "d" and the NO/No/nO system), that my internal thoughts are not completely my own, but "interjected" by someone else.
These are not outside thoughts as typically experienced during psychosis.
REgardless, the idea is difficult to test. With the computer since the aliens lie. a.
Someday, the idea will be a reality. This day might not be here.
I took the Zyprexa to be safe. I have decided that psychosis is a slippery slope.
To later become psychotic, when you weren't always is hard to argue when presenting evidence. I knew. WHich is why I wrote pages. IN case of death also.
I am now free to be crazy.
I also believe in the possibility that these thoughts are nothing more than a product of months of isolation and thinking what others might say mixed with freaking out about having my "hands taken away." And then having the hacker confirm a lie.
They would drive me purposefully mad if they had the power.
YES.
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