NO One Would TEll YOu

IF you're really in trouble, no one would tell you. d

YOu'd just find yourself on the [second?] floor of some nice, fancy Beverly HIlls doctors complex building, in extreme pain, hoping and feeling like you're dying.

All those moment, you were alone, in real trouble. NO one was there.

NOw they come. Because someone besides you might be in trouble. YOu are liek the mule of hijacked informaiton.

They lie because they're desperate. They lie because they sweat. d

I like to do a good thing.

No.

They say. That's a strong YES. They know. Lacey wants to be a hero. Even if that heroism is foolish, misplaced and for the wrong person .

YOu don't know what you're doing, the other one growls silently. YOu are making a mistake for the rest of us.

I know. a.

Lacey thinks like we do. That we can jump fire.

the fire grows. The flames higher. NO one brings any water.

All those times, it was about me. NO one. All those times, I was in pain, sick, injured, blacked out, not about them, no one. Hacked my shit. Then.

You hear silence. Quiet. For me. it's so peaceful. ou die alone.

NOthing's worse than a bunch of self-absorbed people pretending to care about other people. AT least normal people pretending to care, is. WEll. NOrmal.

Lacey thinks, if we're all bad, we all go down eventually. Not in the same manner, not as hard, but we all go down. REality is, some of us don't. Some of us get away with it. Especially if two of us gang up. WE are stronger together. WE cover.

They lie, you see. Tehy lie because tehy all suffer. They are the most miserable group of people I know. They are down.

Happy people don't do this. God punished them first. I"m not a religious person. d. But FBI or no FBI, me receiving more retaliation or not, a, it wouldn't matter. They got it frist. Backwards. d.

This is payback for this I haven't done yet. IN the future, I will make you misterable. More. Must. Be the case.