I don't know what's worse:
Turning my only alleged female hacker into a man or being skittish about bisexuality.
You have the feminist issues on one hand and then the sexuality issues on the other.
No bueno.
I never like to make gender distinction, but apparently, if anything, I lie to myself. A lot . Because if your man is pretending to be a woman, and he's Master Hacker, it changes the power dynamics of the whole group.
I played with this idea until I couldn't take it anymore. No one bought the gay idea. It's bisexual.
OH. Okay. My feelings were hurt. NO one cares. The sex was boring and bad with the only woman. NO one cares. Dee.
[ Sad face. ]
I mocked my own closet homophobia, but never got past it. It wasn't homophobia, but more grief. YOu know he went somewhere. YOu just don't know where. Man. Woman. Doesn't matter. He was gone. Dee.
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