LIes Are Traps

If everyone is lying, and I'm not lying, that makes me the outsider.

I also realized that everyone would have to coordinate on lying to a certain extent. OR coordinate on silence.

If typing is racing towards the truth, but you never get there--what are you typing for?

YOu're collecting lies as you go like how a tractor disc will collect trash in a field underneath the belly of the tractor. More and more and more lies. Then you're stuck. YOu hit one of those really old worn tires.

The situation is temporary. IT will end. All the truth I lost. The trust i Lost in you. I would tell you, but the tractor would start moving again. You coordinated with everyone, not me.

NOw, I still. I sit at home with my Coke Zero's. I wonder what would have happened if my stepfather said, "YOu know, Lace. d. Fuck..." Some guy came in here, left those for you. About yay tall. YOu know?

"NO. I don't now. Was he wearing a hat?"

nO. He waas wearing a hat. I have no clue his name. Sunglasses.

If the story would just be better.

And y by the way, he put in your rearview mirror. Because you were convinced that aliens had a camera behind the glass, and you smashed it in a fit of temper.

"Thanks, Dad."

Most people, my grandmother included, bows to what the government does is important, secretive and should stay that way. If you are asked to do something for the government, you should do it. I was never asked. I was warned early by a few extremely liberal professors about the dangers of, again, strong group identity--history is full of examples. Just because your "brothers" and "sisters" are doing something doesn't mean you should. If you are told to do something by an authority, it doesn't mean you should do it because it could be the termination of the rights of others.

I asked one of RAndy's early on if it was okay to lie to protect yourself. He said Yes. I now look bacon [bacon? really?] [lOL>] BACK on that question and see it in a totally different way. Your lies could harm someone else in a very important way. WE know that the truth hurts. IN some cases. d. WE hide our anger and our jealousy and our pain from people, but lies are traps for farther up the road. For ourselves. For the people we lied to, possibly lied for.