I threw out all of my old pills. IN a moment of brilliant insight. Months ago. Because I fight .

Figured.

That I would later become suicidal.

I did. I am.

Suicidal. YOu mix the right pills with alcohol, even if they are alone [the pills],

you mix,

you e dead.

NOw, I have nothing to kill myself with. I would have to get even more creative.