I broke the rule.
That is one fo the issues.
I broke the fucking rule.
I'm sosry.
I see. it. SOS.
I broke the rule. And started WWIII.
"ohhhh....girl you don't know what she'll do to you," [anon] said to me once. About the wife of Morpheus, if I told the wife about our affair.
I think about that. A lot. Over. And over. Veiled, clever threat? Never.
These anon characters. They had me cornered. They had me outwitted. They had me good.
When that didn't work, they had to up the game. To the outside world. What's next? Outthinking all of that. Consuming a lot of my brain energy, power and sugar. I don't eat that much .
Don't be a victim to the madness means being numb to humanity. Means hating yourself to a level you can't believe. Because you have to distance from others' emotionality.
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