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Parts of this blog have been fictionalized. 9. As it was created through the halls of the mind in the grasp of psychosis.

Friday, July 15, 2011

The Big D

The "d" is a separate issue, which sometimes feels like a mild shock.

Dee.

And then I jump.

YOu have experienced similar, in your legs probably because I do sometimes while laying in bed. I have considered other alternatives besides advancements in communications technology. I mostly stick with this because it only happens at the computer. If it happens elsewhere, I might lose interest. The problem, there are always problems, finding the source of the neurostimulation.

The Neurologist brought up good points. It happened due to stress, repeated typing, long hours at the keyboard. Weird things just happened for no reason we knew. Me and the initials in my shower, I didn't believe it. LIke the L'Hermittes Sign I experienced on several occasions. Rare. It happens, and we can know. We must know. If you are under that kind of pain, you search.

The most common cause of L'Hermittes Sign (which just feels like a huge shock) is MS. Through months of testing, I found out, I didn't have MS. The likelihood of me being diagnosed is none. For me, it happened not once, but more than once. I can't help but think it's all connected. Even if you ruled out biomedical technology. If you want to read something sad, go to the message boards on the MS World from all the people who have not been diagnosed but have neurological diseases we have no names for. No treatment for. Who are miserable. Disabled. Who are in pain. And the doctors tell them their weird symptoms are nothing.

Besides the Dee, I am experiencing no other neurological symptoms. I occasionally will drop a glass.

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