The heavy depression has returned.

I'm tired of being hungry all the time.

I'm actually lonely. I haven't felt lonely in a really long time, but one of my friends and I have broke up. I told him I needed more support right now. He is unwilling or can't give it to me. We have been close since 2006, just before my first manic episode. I was snotty to him in the last email, "I'm glad you're concerned about me."

I thought with the symptoms lifting--that I was finally getting through this--I guess not.