My alcohol consumption has come up, partially because I've learned that it doesn't make me extremely drowsy when I mix it with the Clozaril, and because of the relationship stress of being with Chase [The District Training Manager].
I know this is a road with no good end, alcohol is for the healthy brains with no mental illness. I already have cravings, a sign of future addiction if I continue to drink.
There are all sorts of excuses for drinking, but my stability has been hard fought, and has taken almost a year.
Right now--still--I can smell the red wine in the kitchen.
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