While I was psychotic,

At the center of the chaos was the delusion:

Where's Jack?

Because Jack's identity he gave me was wrong (this is Jack the blogger, not the other "Jack's" who get thrown around in my blog). Another core delusion.

Looking back, it's odd that I latched on so terribly to finding one person in mist to losing so much--sanity--people--a job.

I recently re-connected with Jack on Facebook. He is found.